I was 16 and in love with the guy

I was 16 and in love with the guy i had been dating for almost 3 years and we really wanted a kid and i know it was stupid because i was on meds but i thought if it worked then we would be the best happiest family but after i hadnt gotten my period for months i took a pregnancy test and it was positive i told my boyfriend and he didnt believe me and he didnt want it to be true so we fought about it and nothing was really happening besides some slight nausea and i was at school felt a sharp pain and ran to the bathroom and didnt know what was happening and i pushed out this big chunk of flesh and thats when i realized that was my baby i had to just try and flush it down the toilet and act like nothing was wrong i called my boyfriend later that day and told him what happened but he just said it was for the best and to get over it.