Mar 20, 2022 I found out I was pregnant, not to long after I was dealing with cramps and spotting.

Mar 20, 2022 I found out I was pregnant, not to long after I was dealing with cramps and spotting. Last night at the hospital I was told that I had lost our baby. Of course I was heart broken and angry at the world but I know this pregnancy wasn't Gods plan and he's preparing us for something even greater. God knew the life we would have and the paths we would take even if they were good or not so good. But he has created that for a purpose. We may not understand everything but I trust in his plan for our relationship and everything else in this life. July 27th 2023 I went to the hospital because I had been experiencing cramps, spotting then heavy bleeding for about a week. During the hospital visit I learned that I had been pregnant with twins but I had already lost Baby A. They called it vanishing twin syndrome. Due to the amount of blood loss they thought they would have to do a blood transfusion. Luckily I didn’t need that! Baby B was measured at 5 weeks with no heartbeat. I had the option to do a D&C but I decided to pass Baby B naturally because I was already in active miscarriage. In that time I got my hopes up in thinking baby would grown and show a heartbeat in my next appointment. My cramps and spotting had been on and off, until 08/02 when I started experiencing heavy bleeding and very bad back pain. I had gotten an ultrasound and was told that there was no baby.