I had a miscarriage almost 6 months ago.

I had a miscarriage almost 6 months ago. I’ve been having issues since then. I was only 8 weeks but it’s been affecting me a lot. I kind of ignored it for the most part but it’s become impossible. I’ve talked to my husband about it but it’s hard for him to understand. He’s said that he’s not emotional about it because it’s not really the same for him as it was for me which I understand. it’s just hard to explain to him because of that. He is being supportive, I just don’t know what to ask him for. I pretty much ignored it until this past week. I feel awful now, almost all of time. It’s like trying to move on made me feel worse. I’m just so sad about it, it’s overwhelming. I feel empty. I genuinely dealt with my dad dying better than I’m dealing with this. I’m starting to think the only thing that would really make me feel better would be having a child, but it’s irresponsible to have a planned child with me not finishing school for another year and us just not being prepared financially. I wouldn’t want to bring a child into a stressful situation just because I want it to make me feel better. I’m sick of being upset, I’m not sure how to move forward.